What to say? What to say?
I really have nothing to bitch about, but I so want to blog something, to spill my emotions, my theraputic soothing methode.... Hopefully when I finished this sentence I would have thought of something.....
No still nothing....
uhm....
Yeah, thought of something!
I recently discover my primary school best friend on facebook! Wow what a change, he looks like the grunge type, who knows.... but aniway would love to catch up with him. Really wanna know how he still is.....
That made me think of my highschool best friends.... WOW you cannot get better people! Estelle and Nicolene I worship you two!! Thank you for blessing my life with your presence!!
If it was not for true friend, this world would not be worth the effort of inhabiting it.
My life would be so different!
I hope that I crafted the same for you too and will continue in the future!! I call you true and loyal friend... and that makes you a rare breed!! Mwah love you lots! lol THINK OF IT!!!
With a tinkle in my heart , I can now go to sleep with a smile on my face...
Goodnight
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Bitch slap...
Exes!!!
They are just fucked up!
When my ex and I broke up, I wanted him back but....
Only a week after the "break up", he and fucking Idiot, who recently celebrated his 18th, had sex on his birthday! This is suppose to be a "secret" between us, but fuck that. They are together now and they look discusting together!!!!!! I have my suspicion that they fucked each other while he and I was still together, and that fucked up excuse he gave me was a fucking lie! Come on "I uhm, am not ready for a relationship, I have to much issues!" His big fat fucking syphilificate dickhead!!! Why then did he and Idiot hook up a week after??? Uhm uhm.... can you see why I have my suspicions?
I am developing my Arachnophobia syndrome again because of this!!
He phoned me tonight.... "I saw some pics of us on my laptop, and I just wanted to hear how you are."!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BASTARD!!!!
What did I ever see in him? There is really nothing, no intelligence, no looks, was without own home and without a job (Well he worked for Spur, whoopy doo dah!) when i met him. In the time we were together he got a job for what he was qualified for, got his own flat! Fucking hell I hanged his curtain!! i would've done anything for him! I got my passport because he promised me to take me to Namibia! Spent shite load on money on that and I never truely had plans to leave this country!!!
And still his has the odacity to not fucking take back my friend's stuff to her!
I am slowly but surely developing my Archnophobia Syndrome again!!!!!!
P.S. this is not set towards a specific person or people or true life situation. It is all in my own head......... Yeah fucking right and he was good in bed!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
7 minutes....
I have only seven minutes, so i will be quick!!!!
Life has been busy the past few days, I got my glasses and I see that I'm REALLY blind!!! The last oblivious piece that held the beauty of the world has been "realitized". When everything is blurred, everyone and everything has a kind of splendor in itself, one tends not to focus one the outwardly, because one can't!
Now my "repaired" eyesights is causing new possiblities in my thinking. It is amazing how one's sense can make a renewed difference in ones life! But...
Now my nose is fucked... damned hay fever!! Shall I never be prefect????
Right nine minutes later I shall say goodbye!
Cheers and splendid, fucking hot, Spring to you all!
Life has been busy the past few days, I got my glasses and I see that I'm REALLY blind!!! The last oblivious piece that held the beauty of the world has been "realitized". When everything is blurred, everyone and everything has a kind of splendor in itself, one tends not to focus one the outwardly, because one can't!
Now my "repaired" eyesights is causing new possiblities in my thinking. It is amazing how one's sense can make a renewed difference in ones life! But...
Now my nose is fucked... damned hay fever!! Shall I never be prefect????
Right nine minutes later I shall say goodbye!
Cheers and splendid, fucking hot, Spring to you all!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
One of those days....
Yes today was one of THOSE days.
Do you ever experienced days that u just struggle to see the beauty in this world? And on other worst days it is as though your eyes don't want your brain to see the uglier things in life? You are only able to see the so called pretty things. You see the bins on the street gaging in garbage, because the sanitary workers are striking for better working conditions, yet you can only see the little boy behind the garbage enjoying his icecream, or something, and can only wonder what this child is feeling. Is he happy? What does this icecream mean to him? Is he entrapped in his own wonderful fairy world? Will he go to sleep happy because of the sweetness he experienced?
Well my day was completely the opposite!!!!!
It was so hard to see the happiness! I try but then I stumble against "wall" that is reality. On these days I wonder if this child had to work (like selling drugs or stealing) to get money for his only piece of bliss? Will it be all he will have to eat for the day? Is this gagging garbage bin his "Sweet home"? Where is his mother, as he is so young and alone in this tyrranical world that is life? Where is his father to give him the guidances in his moral quest of the obstacles he will face or are facing? Why is he alone? AND WHY THE FUCK ARE THE SANITARY WORKERS STRIKING!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
On days like these, I need my Sarah Brightman, my Jamie Cullum and my Tracy Chapman. And hopefully they will reerect the obliviousness in me...
Do you ever experienced days that u just struggle to see the beauty in this world? And on other worst days it is as though your eyes don't want your brain to see the uglier things in life? You are only able to see the so called pretty things. You see the bins on the street gaging in garbage, because the sanitary workers are striking for better working conditions, yet you can only see the little boy behind the garbage enjoying his icecream, or something, and can only wonder what this child is feeling. Is he happy? What does this icecream mean to him? Is he entrapped in his own wonderful fairy world? Will he go to sleep happy because of the sweetness he experienced?
Well my day was completely the opposite!!!!!
It was so hard to see the happiness! I try but then I stumble against "wall" that is reality. On these days I wonder if this child had to work (like selling drugs or stealing) to get money for his only piece of bliss? Will it be all he will have to eat for the day? Is this gagging garbage bin his "Sweet home"? Where is his mother, as he is so young and alone in this tyrranical world that is life? Where is his father to give him the guidances in his moral quest of the obstacles he will face or are facing? Why is he alone? AND WHY THE FUCK ARE THE SANITARY WORKERS STRIKING!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
On days like these, I need my Sarah Brightman, my Jamie Cullum and my Tracy Chapman. And hopefully they will reerect the obliviousness in me...
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Why maths??
This is a question I face on a daily basis when I meet new people. I am kinda fet up with it and its many questions the proceed it!!!!!!!!
URGH
A person might think that unversity students won't be as dumb as they sometimes appear!!!! Really how can u be taken seriously when you ask me effing questions like "What are you gonna do with ur agree, be a teacher?" !!!!!!! Yeah, my ultimate goal in life is to teach eight year old Topology and linear differential equations and fucking Gauss, Green and Stokes theorems!! Yeah I would accomplish so much!!! WOW then after only that I will win the bloody Nobel prize in mathematics!! (If you did not catch that error....)
The same could be asked to those peole... Why you studings tourism managment or plantpathology or geophysics (altough geophysist, and other like them, generaly don't stumble upon this stupid assumtions of "If you study maths, then you want to became a teacher.") Why for the love of this world would they want to study what they are studing??? Everyone has as an answer to this question and everyone's answer is basically the same. so is mine!!! So next time you ask me why, stop and answer that question for your self, in your own situation.
And what the hell is the link between teaching maths for schoolchildren and studying maths???? WTF!! If I wanted to teach then I would have studied education!!
I know what you are thinking...
Come on, ask it...
Why AM I studying maths???
Simply, it is the only field of knowledge, that and philosophy, that really intrigues me. No other field provides the "high" or excitement that these two fields provide me. I see no other field as noble as these two are. Only maths really lets me use these little braincells of mine!! Not that I want to sound vain, but no other subject lets me use my brain or evokes excitement.
I am greatful for this ultimate knowledge that is mathematics to be providing me a little bit of its truthfulness everyday!
Only Mathimatics will set you free form this tyranny that is life!!
Amandla Maths amandla!
URGH
A person might think that unversity students won't be as dumb as they sometimes appear!!!! Really how can u be taken seriously when you ask me effing questions like "What are you gonna do with ur agree, be a teacher?" !!!!!!! Yeah, my ultimate goal in life is to teach eight year old Topology and linear differential equations and fucking Gauss, Green and Stokes theorems!! Yeah I would accomplish so much!!! WOW then after only that I will win the bloody Nobel prize in mathematics!! (If you did not catch that error....)
The same could be asked to those peole... Why you studings tourism managment or plantpathology or geophysics (altough geophysist, and other like them, generaly don't stumble upon this stupid assumtions of "If you study maths, then you want to became a teacher.") Why for the love of this world would they want to study what they are studing??? Everyone has as an answer to this question and everyone's answer is basically the same. so is mine!!! So next time you ask me why, stop and answer that question for your self, in your own situation.
And what the hell is the link between teaching maths for schoolchildren and studying maths???? WTF!! If I wanted to teach then I would have studied education!!
I know what you are thinking...
Come on, ask it...
Why AM I studying maths???
Simply, it is the only field of knowledge, that and philosophy, that really intrigues me. No other field provides the "high" or excitement that these two fields provide me. I see no other field as noble as these two are. Only maths really lets me use these little braincells of mine!! Not that I want to sound vain, but no other subject lets me use my brain or evokes excitement.
I am greatful for this ultimate knowledge that is mathematics to be providing me a little bit of its truthfulness everyday!
Only Mathimatics will set you free form this tyranny that is life!!
Amandla Maths amandla!
Welcome....
Hallo
A quick intro to what I want to achieve with this blog.
I see this blog of mine, as a place for me to bitch and moan. Basic emotions and ideas I seem to experience on a daily basis about everything. If you do not like people who has radical opinions, then you better stay away! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! lol :-)
About me:
I am a student at a South African University, doing a B.Sc Mathematics degree and doing philosophy as well. I am only 19, so I guess I will look back at this in ten years time and think, "Oh my gawd! What the hell was I thinking?" But hey, thats part of a life full of excitement and wonder! Because of my youth (Not that I am ashamed of it), my knowledge about the life, the universe and everything else :) is realy just my opinions. You, as reader might be inclined to differ from my writings, but I would like to hear from you and maybe you might change my opinion, only if you, as the reader, present a strong and logical argument. I will make my arguments as strong and logical as I can. I will also try and refrain from any rhetorical ploys (although when I see fit to use then, I will), aswell as any "isms" (like facism etc, yeah you history buffs know what I mean ).
As a white south african, my opinions about politic will be biased (for politics is never unbiased for anyone) and I see my ideas of any political situation as "not everyones opinion". Also as an student, my own time is very rear, but I will try and blog as much as I can (or when I am procrastinating ;).
Now enough about the my goals for this blog. LET THE BITCHING AND MOANING COMMENCE!!!
P.S. English is my second language, so please excuse the many language errors in this and future blogs.
Thank you.
A quick intro to what I want to achieve with this blog.
I see this blog of mine, as a place for me to bitch and moan. Basic emotions and ideas I seem to experience on a daily basis about everything. If you do not like people who has radical opinions, then you better stay away! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! lol :-)
About me:
I am a student at a South African University, doing a B.Sc Mathematics degree and doing philosophy as well. I am only 19, so I guess I will look back at this in ten years time and think, "Oh my gawd! What the hell was I thinking?" But hey, thats part of a life full of excitement and wonder! Because of my youth (Not that I am ashamed of it), my knowledge about the life, the universe and everything else :) is realy just my opinions. You, as reader might be inclined to differ from my writings, but I would like to hear from you and maybe you might change my opinion, only if you, as the reader, present a strong and logical argument. I will make my arguments as strong and logical as I can. I will also try and refrain from any rhetorical ploys (although when I see fit to use then, I will), aswell as any "isms" (like facism etc, yeah you history buffs know what I mean ).
As a white south african, my opinions about politic will be biased (for politics is never unbiased for anyone) and I see my ideas of any political situation as "not everyones opinion". Also as an student, my own time is very rear, but I will try and blog as much as I can (or when I am procrastinating ;).
Now enough about the my goals for this blog. LET THE BITCHING AND MOANING COMMENCE!!!
P.S. English is my second language, so please excuse the many language errors in this and future blogs.
Thank you.
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