Bitch slap...

Exes!!!

They are just fucked up!

When my ex and I broke up, I wanted him back but....

Only a week after the "break up", he and fucking Idiot, who recently celebrated his 18th, had sex on his birthday! This is suppose to be a "secret" between us, but fuck that. They are together now and they look discusting together!!!!!! I have my suspicion that they fucked each other while he and I was still together, and that fucked up excuse he gave me was a fucking lie! Come on "I uhm, am not ready for a relationship, I have to much issues!" His big fat fucking syphilificate dickhead!!! Why then did he and Idiot hook up a week after??? Uhm uhm.... can you see why I have my suspicions?

I am developing my Arachnophobia syndrome again because of this!!

He phoned me tonight.... "I saw some pics of us on my laptop, and I just wanted to hear how you are."!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU BASTARD!!!!

What did I ever see in him? There is really nothing, no intelligence, no looks, was without own home and without a job (Well he worked for Spur, whoopy doo dah!) when i met him. In the time we were together he got a job for what he was qualified for, got his own flat! Fucking hell I hanged his curtain!! i would've done anything for him! I got my passport because he promised me to take me to Namibia! Spent shite load on money on that and I never truely had plans to leave this country!!!

And still his has the odacity to not fucking take back my friend's stuff to her!

I am slowly but surely developing my Archnophobia Syndrome again!!!!!!

P.S. this is not set towards a specific person or people or true life situation. It is all in my own head......... Yeah fucking right and he was good in bed!