Fuck the studying!
While lighting a fag(sic), my eyes cought to entry in my blog "Arachnophobia syndrome...". I think it is time to convey my issue I named the the Arachnophobia syndrome. There probabily is a psychological term for it, but fuck knows what it is (in my pants).
I have always wonder: "Are there spiders suffering from arachnophobia?". If I was one, I would have. As it stands, I hate all faggots, I cannot stand them. I have yet to meet a gay person that does not piss me off and who I can stand being in the company of.
This is my issue, how can I date, even meet, a nice, caring guy when I judge them in the first five minutes of meeting them? I have great difficulty in meeting dudes that is into dudes. It really sucks. It explain why I don't have true gay friends.
It also raises an identity issue, if I hate them, do I have to hate myself? But I don't. Hence there is a gay that i do not hate, thus by Mathematical Induction then my issue is "disproved". But I still feel the same. Does this imply then that I am the exception? Does that mean then that I am superior, that I have an superior complex?? I don't.
Where is my error because there must be one since I reasoned my true hypothesis into a contradiction? I need help.
Let me define then a new term, a oxymoron if you may: Homophobic Homosexual!
Call me a HOMOPHOBIC HOMOSEXUAL!!!!!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The worm....
... has left the building.
My computer is finally healthy again. I am on the internet again after many'th months.
Anyway, I was dropped by my friends tonight. I wanted to go out, had the car, had the cigarettes, was in the mood, did not want to study; all valid reasons,right? I think so.
Ah well it did not seem enough. Serves me right, seeing that I said I didn't want to go out earlier today.
Moral of the story? Always say yes, and then drop. Don't make up your mind on the spot.
I need someone. Someone to hold. I need to be liked. I need a bit of drama. I am so sick of being on my own and being the third, fifth, seventh wheel. I want my adjacent wheel, the fourth,sixth,eighth wheel.
Be patient and there will be a love in the future; how corny is that? I need a POMP!! EN NOU!!!:-)
Okay random thoughts of the week:
1) Can you pass without studying?
2) How many sentences are there that has no sexual innuendo when you at "In your/mine/his/her/their pants" , for example, To be or not to be in your pants? (I have only one: Johnny Walker: Just keep walking in your pants.)
3)There was something about a wheel of a donkey-cart. (Damn, I gotta make notes)
I gotta go study, gonna have to stay up all night,again.
cheers
My computer is finally healthy again. I am on the internet again after many'th months.
Anyway, I was dropped by my friends tonight. I wanted to go out, had the car, had the cigarettes, was in the mood, did not want to study; all valid reasons,right? I think so.
Ah well it did not seem enough. Serves me right, seeing that I said I didn't want to go out earlier today.
Moral of the story? Always say yes, and then drop. Don't make up your mind on the spot.
I need someone. Someone to hold. I need to be liked. I need a bit of drama. I am so sick of being on my own and being the third, fifth, seventh wheel. I want my adjacent wheel, the fourth,sixth,eighth wheel.
Be patient and there will be a love in the future; how corny is that? I need a POMP!! EN NOU!!!:-)
Okay random thoughts of the week:
1) Can you pass without studying?
2) How many sentences are there that has no sexual innuendo when you at "In your/mine/his/her/their pants" , for example, To be or not to be in your pants? (I have only one: Johnny Walker: Just keep walking in your pants.)
3)There was something about a wheel of a donkey-cart. (Damn, I gotta make notes)
I gotta go study, gonna have to stay up all night,again.
cheers
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