Fuck the studying!
While lighting a fag(sic), my eyes cought to entry in my blog "Arachnophobia syndrome...". I think it is time to convey my issue I named the the Arachnophobia syndrome. There probabily is a psychological term for it, but fuck knows what it is (in my pants).
I have always wonder: "Are there spiders suffering from arachnophobia?". If I was one, I would have. As it stands, I hate all faggots, I cannot stand them. I have yet to meet a gay person that does not piss me off and who I can stand being in the company of.
This is my issue, how can I date, even meet, a nice, caring guy when I judge them in the first five minutes of meeting them? I have great difficulty in meeting dudes that is into dudes. It really sucks. It explain why I don't have true gay friends.
It also raises an identity issue, if I hate them, do I have to hate myself? But I don't. Hence there is a gay that i do not hate, thus by Mathematical Induction then my issue is "disproved". But I still feel the same. Does this imply then that I am the exception? Does that mean then that I am superior, that I have an superior complex?? I don't.
Where is my error because there must be one since I reasoned my true hypothesis into a contradiction? I need help.
Let me define then a new term, a oxymoron if you may: Homophobic Homosexual!
Call me a HOMOPHOBIC HOMOSEXUAL!!!!!
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